Can’t get out shouts . . .
till blurring, all uneasy,
it’s painfully incomplete!
Reality touches continually unseen!
Peace, but a moment,
hid behind inside beyond eyes.
A resting enjoyment, and then another
in a nonstop build-on a sinking forever
towards an in-squint existence belong.
Once reached out to steady myself,
but addiction mother found friction
til' cut in two, burned broken . . .
subsiding waves.
Stability, release, eternal life - breathe - ahh!