Poems and Scraps for Healing and Growth
These poems and scrap insights, which lead me to make poor choices, were written while falling in and out of unhealthy love relationships.
Written at a time when my thinking patterns were poor, my choices were also poor which caused me harm. I learned with a pen in my hand while I observed and took notes on how other people responded to my behavior. This gave me insightfulness, which enabled me to perceive things the way most people couldn't. This led to the beginning of healing my emotions. Finally getting in touch with them, I wrote poetry to experience my pain so that I wouldn't repeat the same destructive patterns I was in.
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Living Your Life According to Connecting the Dots by Number
Things are not always what they appear to be. Are we following projected images in our minds or what is actual reality? To find meaning, one has to search for answers.
Faith gives way to praise that opens the door to eternity. This allows us to experience the order of life in a time-based world that is out of order. Where there is order, there's an absolute fellowship with Jesus from His world, the King and giver of life. As Joseph stored grain for seven years, God has blessed me by storing up spiritual principles for understanding the times of famine in everyday life.
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"Growing Beyond Apostasy & Other Meditations"
Apostasy cost me my marriage, my sanity, and almost having a genuine relationship with God, who fills my heart with the joy of His love.
I feel the main cause of apostasy is not knowing the scriptures in context. This allows for an incomplete picture, and without a balanced picture of Jesus Christ, the truth quickly turns to falsehood.
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"Love Notes for my Butterfly"
Distant love relationships found within false manipulators will have no place to enter in after this read.
In a society where love relationships dry up in only a short time, how to fall in love and stay in love can be a mystery. A true, close, and intimate relationship should never be an intrusion against our personhood. This book is RA Feller’s perspective on what it means to fall in love through love notes and poetic prose.
Excerpt from the book: "First, I see her, and then I don't, as she flutters the song of a dance against the sky of life. She finally rests upon my heart and pollinates my very soul, for her love for the truth has the honesty of her intent."
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"The Playground"
When life is viewed in the dark, there's confusion that sets us up for poor choices. Within these pages, it's my hope that you'll find the peace you need to make the most balanced choices for a full life.
Finally, there is a clear voice in a world where honesty and integrity are disappearing, and love can dry up due to a life of harshness that does not have a clear portrayal. The Playground looks at love and truth coming together through mere elements of child’s play in a metaphysically balanced way.
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